BEAUTIFUL LIFE

The Climb=)

2009-06-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

-I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feel
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to loss

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
These are the moment that
I'm gonna remember the most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to loss

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa-

Ahh!! nice song...=)

Well, yes!!
I'm now going through
a midst of busyness
and a bit of stress-ness
But
I'm still hanging on...=)
Still pressing on and keep moving forward...=D
For I know that every thing that happen has its own reason.

Cause I know that He will surely bring me through it no matter what
and give me strength each day...XD

"For I can do all things through Christ, who gives me strength."=]

"Lord, may you continue to give me strenght as I face each day, each responsibilities.
Help me to continue to smile even sometimes I don't wish to and be the salt and light to
Convent!!yay!!=)"

Learning=)

2009-06-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

I was very very busy busy in both the two months.
In april, I went for 2 camps. 1 month I went to 2 camps!! Ahh!! so tiring!!
Then, busy with interact i.u day.(my last i.uday =( )
Then I was forced to join a multimedia competition. AHH!!!
And the competition was a week before exam.more AHH!!
After that, I was busy with teacher day’s multimedia.
Multimedia again!! Triple AHH!!!
And finally EXAM!!! AHH!!AHH!!AHH!!
I totally don’t have much time to study for exam.
Too many things to do.
So, I was kinda last minute to study for exam lah.hehe!!
First time sat for exam that took 2++ weeks.
At first, I was kinda like it.
But later I found that it was really really torturing lah!!=(
I was glad that I managed to go through it. YAY!!=)

overall,At least all these bring me back to the basis-trust Him!!!=)
Trust Him and surrender everything to Him, He will give me rest.=)

Then came family camp.
Unlike other,
I was not really look forward to it lah.
And I went without expectation.
For me, it was like going for relaxing and catching up with friends loh.
Maybe because I was really tired and exhausted of the school things and exam ba.
So I went without any expectation and though it I would be a normal camp.
BUT…
Somehow, I felt something was different in the camp.
And God really touched me again.
He reminded me again of many things.
One of it was that to do things not for my own but for Him.
Draw strength from Him. Not doing things by my own strength.
He must increase and I must decrease. =)
Let Go of the past and have a bigger picture of what God want me to be.
I just can say HE is just so AMAZING!!=)
The chains are broken and He set us free.
We fall and He will help us to stand up again.
No matter what future will be, He will bring us through.=)

Well, my passion was ignite again by Him, I think not only me, many too.
I came back with a refreshed mind and spirit.
I learnt a lot lah in the camp and gain a closer friendship with others.=)
Be the ONE TO SERVE=)YAY!!!

*"Jesus take the wheel,
Take it from my hands,
I can’t do this on my own"-AHH!!! love this song*

Holidays.

this picture sum up my holidays lah.=)
i became much much Darker!!!!!
Ish!!!

Finally, Thanks to YOU!!!!=) who brought me through my tough times and never left me.=)

2009-04-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

WOW!!!! So sorry for my absent in here!!!hehe!!! Well, it had been a very very BUSY months ( from January to april) Since school started, I had been busy with A LOT A LOT of things, mostly school things loh… AHH!!! I just can say that one day 24 hours really not enough lah… HAHA!!

SPORTS DAY (21.02.09)=)
I know, it really very late to blog about sports day now… but I still wanna blog about it..hehe!!
For me, this year was quite a fruitful year lah. Haha!! I never expected many things to happened and yet it happened (it was good things lah) hehe!!=)

Well, these two months of sports months, really put me under a lot of stress… all the responsibilities, all the time skipping classes in school to find people, and the worst thing… I really dun like to do, going around begging people to take part in acara. Ahh!!! Especially begging the older one. AHH!!!=( but some were very cooperate, just agreed once i asked them, but some were….terrible!!! it was okay they dun agree to take part..but the terrible part is I got scolded by them. Arrgghh!!!

But still, i think this year was the BEST!!!=)YAY!!!:) not because I got my first gold medal(YAY!!), and also not because I was the vice captain. But because, I experience a lot and learnt a lot too… and get to know my friends better especially the Form 5… HAHA!! Overall, I just can say, Lord, THANK YOU FOR EVERTHING!!!!:) Your faithfulness amazed me again!!=)=)
Hmm…till now, I still miss the latihan sukan life… =( hehe!! Nevermind.. I still have one more year…
HAHA!!!=)

MSSD/ MSSJ

Yes!! I was involved in the MSSD and MSSJ… as a MARSHAL!!! HAHA!!!=)
Well, I was fun being as a marshal…
I had a great time with my crazy friends… I’m glad to know them better….
and this MSSD and MSSJ was a very very worthy!!!

I met my primary school friend … hehe!!! It had been about 4 years++ we didn’t meet already… WOW!!!hehe!!=) actually, I didn’t really recognize her when i saw her that day, but she still remember me… I’m so touched!!x)hehe!!=) she called my name and I was looking at her as if like some stranger was talking to me… I really had forgotten her… but I’m glad that I can see her again!!! Thank God!!:) haha!!! But unfortunately, I couldn’t find the chance to take pic with her..=( hope to meet her again and hope I will still rmb her..hehe!!:)

Ujian Serentak 1

=( I dun really study much for this exam. So, my result wasn’t really good lah… haha!!!Basically, I think it was because I was too busy with my duties and responsibilities, and I had neglected my study in the last three months ba. But I still thank God for the result lah…hehe!!!=)

Holiday:)

The one week of holiday….. I really managed to get a very very good rest after 2months++ of busy-ness. I didn’t go anywhere. Just stayed at home…hehe!!! And the AIR PAPAN TRIP!!!:) haha!!! It was extremely fun loh!!!=D I LOVE THE BEACH AND THE SUNSHINE!!!!=)=) although I became MUCH darker and my daddy said that I absorbed sunlight. Ahh!! Haha!!! And it was my first time I got SUNBURNT!!!HAHA!!! ( Joy, I know u are happy that I got sunburnt)=) hehe!!!

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Now, I’m still busy with a lot of things… but at least I got more times loh.. but in this midst of busy-ness, I learnt that sometimes we just have to say “NO” to some responsibilities. Well,this is one of my weakness. I dun dare to say No when I was asked to carry responsibilities. I took a long time to learn this and till now, I’m still learning it. Hehe!! Well, sometimes it depends too on what kinds of responsibilities is offered. It is much easier to say “no” when is something we are not interested in but what if come to something that you are so interested in it and yet u now that you have to say “no” because the price u have to pay for it if u take it is really high.. And it might affect your studies and the people around u too. hmm.. this is what I’m struggling with it now… between interest, responsibilities, and studies…haih=( I think sometimes interest in something just have to come second and what is more importance come first ba…hehe!!=)

“Lord, Give me the strength to keep going on. And grant me wisdom to make a right decision.”

-Going Camp this friday... gonna miss good friday and esther...=(-

2008....

2009-01-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

2009!!!!!Wohoo!!!!Times flies so fast!!! I haven totally enjoyed my holiday yet school gonna reopen in two days.=(

Well, 2008 had been quite a great year, I think. –Life is Tough, but God is Faithful!!!!-
I failed Him times and times again, yet He still remains so Faithful to me.=D When I was too tired of life, I complained to him, When I doubt him, When I don’t trust him, when I failed him million of times, But, still, he remain faithful!! It’s just so amazing,right?=) hehe.

I thank God for the relationship He had given me with Him and the people around me.=D I got to know some people better but yet drifted away from some people too. But anyway, I really thank God for all my friends. Thank God for putting them in my life!!!hehe=)=D

Well, form 3 life had passed. And form 4 is coming. I will surely miss my form 3 life. I know, form 4 will be a very different and challenging year. Actually, I really don’t wish to go to form 4. but I cant stop the time,right?

So,no matter what I still have to move on. But I know that I’m not alone=)hehe.

Slowly I will discover what lay ahead.=)Yay!!!=P

=) =( =l

2008-12-29T04:40:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!:)
Ok!!!Christmas was over.
Well, this year Christmas was Great!!!Wow!!! Just Great!!!=) haha!!!
I really enjoy caroling this year. Well, I enjoyed playing violin. =) Yay!!!
and I really really thank God that I had make a right decision for staying in Malaysia and not going to Europe to celebrate Christmas. Haha.YAYie!!!!!=D

Hmm… now, 2008 is coming to an end and 2009 is coming in two days time.
Well, this year past pretty fast.No!! is really very fast. too fast!!! Haha.
Honestly, I really really don’t look forward for next year.
I don’t know why, I just feel scare when thinking about next year.
Hmm… maybe is because of Form 4 life in school.
but i will still continue to trust God.
He has his plan for me, I just have to continue to move on and just TRUST!!!!trust..Trust..TRUST!!!!!=) hehehe.

Till now!!=P
Bye!!!=)

Ohh!! Btw, pmr result, coming out tmr morning!!!hehe..scare but yet quite looking forward to it!!!hehe…=)

Bye!!!=)

2008-12-14T20:30:00.000-08:00

Have u ever feel like your heart really confuse and mixing up and it seem like a big rock inside there keep pressing your heart that make u feel terrible?

You feel like crying but yet u just couldn’t cry out.
Have u feel like that before?

Well, I do feel like that now.

That feeling is really terrible.

Sigh.

It seem like it was okay and had been solved.

But for me, do it really had end?

Somehow, I feel that something will happen that has connection with this.

Maybe I think too much.

I also wanna let go of it but something was holding me back.

And I know what that is.

=( sigh……………

My heart cry……=(

-it's ok if u dun understand what i'm writing.haha.it is very hard for me to express my feeling through words.hehe.-

2008-12-06T21:48:00.001-08:00

Joyce is hugging her big big white furry bear. HAHA.
She's yawning and doesn't let me touch her bear.
She's says..'watever'.
Joyce said someone is sampert.
And then another watever said.
HAHA.
Guess who am I?
Joyce loves me =)
You surely know wan lah.
HAHAHAHAHA~

Answer coming soon.
GUESS GUESS! Faster guess...put your answer in the cbox.

2008-11-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

Okay!! here is the esp shirt design for this year....it is white colour..and sorry for the pictures so small and blur..hehe..

in front

back

2008-11-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

And it was over. Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang, Perpisahan Tingkatan 5 & Sharing Day 2008 was ended. just like that?hmm.... this year i had different kind of feeling, that i didn't experience the past 2 years.that sad but yet happy.aiyah.. just mix feeling. seeing those form 5 sheding the tears, taking this opportunity to take pictures with one another, having the 'keberatan' to say goodbye, made me kinda sad lah.they are leaving so soon.too soon. it just felt like yesterday just the frst day of school and today the leaving.*sigh* really hate the feeling of seeing people leaving.
will gonna miss u all alot!!

anyway, to all form 5, all the best for coming spm and the journey ahead!!!=)

and it was our turn to do the backdrop for sharing day this year. i like our backdrop this year!!!=)hehe.at least our all our hardworks, staying back after school, tiring days, sacrificed to climb so high, it paid afterall.listening to students and teachers said that this year backdrop was nice, praise us, i/we felt the sactifaction venthough it just put up there for like 6 hours after 3 weeks of hardworks. and this was the first time our class so cooperate to finish it up the backdrop.i'm really happy!!!=) hehe

nice right?hehe=) this year theme is underwater world..

and i'm so happy our performance went on so well. before today i really worry that it will not turn out good cause this is the last minute performance. we juz started practice on monday and we just left 5 days. but thank God that my class was very cooperate.=)yay!! hehe.

Go or stay?

2008-10-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

Should i go or i shouldn't go?

yes?

no?

should?

shouldn't?

strugling......

finally!!=) phew..

2008-10-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

hehehe!! Yay!! Finally finish. haha. after all the hard works to study, finally it had came to an end. yayie!!!=) first, i wanna said Thanks you all for the prayer, sms, little notes and the "jiayou". hehe. i mean a lot to me!!=):)

The five days really past quite fast.hehe. still can't believe that pmr actually had finished.haha.
i won't summarize what happened that exam week lar.

So, what is my plans after pmr??hmm...
-clear my study table. today already third day after pmr yet, i haven tidy my table.hehe. so lazy to do it.haha.

-sharing day's backdrop and multimedia.

-designing esp camp, yf(maybe) and carolling tshirt.

-fund raising for esp camp.

-read some books.

-hanging out and catching up with friends.

-watch high school musical 3.haha. looking forward for it.

and i think that all...

*btw today is the first day of school after pmr, and it already so bored. i really don't know how am i going to spend my times in school for the coming about 1 month.arrghh!!! hehe..

hehehehe...=)

2008-10-17T05:11:00.000-07:00

Yayie!!!! i'm free!!!!:) =)yay!!!

*next post about exam will be coming soon.hehe.

That all for now....=)

2008-09-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

ARRGGHH!!!! I'M SO SO FRUSTRATED!!!! URRGHH!!! FRUSTRATING!!!!!=(

-will i still hang in there till the end?-

2008-09-01T13:03:00.000-07:00

Hmmm….
There are three things I want to write…
1. The PMR trial exam. Erm… it was quite a tough week to go through lar. That week I really struggled a lot. It was so hard to just sit and facing all the books that wanted me to study and memories when I really don’t feel like doing it. Haih. Lacking of discipline to study and at the same time lacking of trust and faith. Haih. But… after all… I still alive.. haha. I still manage to go through.

2. Result. The trial exam result. After a week of holiday which I had a good rest after using so much my brain, my result was out. Haha… yes, It was far from my expectation, some was not what I want, but…… I just don’t know why, it was the first time I felt the satisfaction feeling. It didn’t disappoint me for the first time. Wow!! Hahaha. Then I thought back, maybe it because I really had tried my best…I really had put a lot of effort in it and this was what I get back, I satisfied. I Thanked GOD for this. Hehe…

3. 40 days to PMR…. Ahhhh!!!! From 10 months to 5 months and now still left about 1 month and 2 weeks. Time is flying faster and faster. Haih…

Okay. For the coming 1 month, life will be tough for me. Most of the time, must put it in study. No more playing time, is time to be serious. Seriously, in this time, I’m struggling to trust God.really lacking of trust. But Psalm 37: 5 keep remind me to commit everything to God and trust Him. For now, nothing I can do, but to trust Him that everything will go on well.

-How I wish time will move forward to October 17. 1.00pm. this is the day where PMR exam year 2008 is end. -

-Sometimes the littlest in life, can make your whole world change-

Mix Post...

2008-08-17T16:30:00.000-07:00

What had happened is a fact…
That what reality is…
What I thought is just a dream…
That just an imagination of mine.
Reality is reality.
Being perfect is hard.
And no one is 100% perfect.
People always want the things that they cannot achieve,
Yet at the same time, they don’t appreciate the things around them.
Problems…
Can bring u down…
Or..
At the other hand,
It can make you stronger…
It’s all depend on how you face it,
On how u solve it,
And importantly, on how you CHOOSE IT!!!
You can either let it take over your life,Or
You can FIGHT with it.
So, what do you choose?

*this is a mix post*

2008-08-05T18:31:00.000-07:00

hahahaha...i'm back... hehehehe... so sorry for not blogging so so long... hahahaha...

hmm... i have been quite busy with study lately. trial is coming in few days time... still have a lot of chapters have to read... hahaha... but sometimes reallly very lazy to study lar... hehehe=)

my study table now is so so messy... the table is full of a lot of books..text books, reference books, exercise books.... hehe.
*actually i dunno what to blog about lar. haha...

2008-06-19T16:14:00.000-07:00

Last week, there was this Carnival Science in Tun hussien onn. Me and my other three friends, Qiao Wen, Hui Yien and Wee Nee, were chosen to take part in one of the event, the Eureka competition. We know nothing anything about what the question was and what we were going to do. When the question paper was given to each school, as I read the question, we were shocked.
Question- creates a clock model with the time of 5 second and a “landasan” for the marble to roll down till the end within 5 second by using the materials given. Do a scrap book to describe the model.

Materials- a box, a kosong mineral bottle, cellophane tape, ruler, cloth, marble, straws, knives, A4 colour and plain paper, staple, marker pens, scissors and sugar.

Time- 1 hour and 45 minutes to finish the model and the scrap book.

Haha… so, we just do loh... at first, when we were discussing on how to do, we thought it will be very easy, but…. Hehe… was not as easy as we think especially when the time is so limited… so, me and wee nee did the landasan and hui yien and qiao wen did the clock model. At about before 30 minutes to end, we try to roll the marble down the landasan, and guess what, the marble roll OUT the landasan. And when it reached the end, it took only 2-3 second. We started to panicked and the scrap book haven finished yet. So we change our duty and plan. Me and Qiao wen did the scrap book and hui yien and wee nee (who both were very good good and creative) did the landasan.
And the teacher said it was time up, luckily we managed to change everything in time. Hehe… but the marble kept rolling out of the landasan and it was faster than 5 second. Then, wee nee told me that sure die lah…
When the judges came, we started to explained and test the model. And guess what… the clock model was exactly 5 second but when test the landasan the marble at first was rolling very well but when coming to the end the marble rolled OUT the landasan. We kept laughing and laughing. Hahaha… so, that the end of the whole competition. My other three friends said that we won’t win lar but I kept telling them that maybe we still got chance, maybe other school lousy than us… haha… but we really didn’t win lar… haha… but still thank God… it was really a great and wonderful experiences… hehe… here are some pictures!! haha...

this were the materials given...

our clock model... it contains sugar inside as the second...

hahaha... our landasan...
wee nee was busy figure it out how to let the marble roll in the track.

three of them were busy trying the doing the landasan better than the first plan while i was busy taking photo... hehe...

our scrap book... hehe... nice right? haha...

Decision....

2008-06-03T12:28:00.000-07:00

I may make a wrong decision…
I may choose wrong path…
But…
Once I decided to make the decision…
I SHOULD be ready to face any problems or circumstances that lay ahead.

Although I had make a wrong decision,
I still have to go on…
With the wrong decision.
I know…
I can’t change the fact…
I can’t change the decision I had make.

But…
I can change my “perspective” toward the decision.
I can change the wrong decision to a “quite right decision”.

As long as God is there with me,
To grant me strength and wisdom,
A wrong decision somehow at the end,
Will be a worthy choice
Cause I’m sure I will learn a lot.

2008-05-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

I really Thank God for bringing me through the exam...
Really thank Him for providing me the brain cells to memorise so so many things in a week especially on Thursday, the 'heavier' day. haha.=) and
i really thank Him for always there for me during the exam period to help me when i don't know the answer, when i forgot what i had memorise, when i was really stressing, i thank Him that He let me find peace in Him and just trust and have faith in Him and surrender everything to Him.
Finally, I thank God that He is still so faithful when most of the time i complain and complain to Him for not answering my prayer.

Yay!! Holiday!!!! Finally it's here!! haha=) this holiday i think it will be a very good time for me to rest my brain... hehe. and one thing for sure i will do during this holiday--- Shopping!!!yay!! hahahaha....

Happy Holiday, everyone!!!=)

2008-05-15T18:41:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of it...

I'm sick of it....

i gonna can't take it anymore....

by the way, exam was okay. HE indeed had been faithful.=)

2008-04-21T16:03:00.000-07:00

Hmm...I'm tagged by isaac...actually i'm very lazy to do this... but have to...
erm... so, these are the rules.

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
Each player answers the questions about themselves.
At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

What was I doing ten years ago? (1998)

I was just 5 years.. so, still attending Convent kindergarden.
Playing with my toys.
Playing with my brother and my cousins.
Following parents to everywhere.
Almost crying everyday.

5 things on my to-do list today.

Finish up my homeworks.
Go tuition.
Finish up some school stuff.
Revision.
Practice violin.

5 snacks I enjoy

French fries.
Pizza.
Chips.
Apple (fruit)
Strawberry cake.

5 things i would do if I were a billionaire.

Help the poor.
Give to yf, church, cbc and donate some to convent school.
Go Shopping!! buy a lot a lot of clothes, shoes, jewellry....
Buy a nice, comfortable and beautiful house for my parents.
Help the needy...

5 of my bad habits

Think too much.
Talk too much.
Impatience.
Too stuborn.
Sometime act too harsh.

5 placed i've lived

Kluang.
Batu Pahat.
Singapore.
KL.
other countries i went before.

5 jobs i've have.

God's child.
Student.
Daughter.
Prefect in school.
Friend and sister.

5 people i've tagged

Sze Ying.
Xue Qi.
Kai Sheng.
Yi Wan.
erm......

2008-04-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

BREAK THROUGH THE IMPOSSIBLE

We lost in I.U day… haha… well, after all the hard works, efforts we put in, staying back after school,… somehow, when the result was out, I knew many people were disappointed… Some were crying… some hide their sadness and disappointment… some don’t had feeling at all… STk was so happy.. jumping here and there…

I’m sad too… Eventhought I not really put a lot of effort in it… but I knew we really tried our really best… We may not win as the result but we had win as a Team… doing things together, talk and laugh together… I should be Glad!!=) haha. I enjoyed spending time with the other interacter… Although the form 5 and form 4 jie jie had left out the form 3 but throughout the month, I learnt to interact with other, care more about the people around me, and respect the leader….hahaha…

Saturday was really a long and busy day… Morning went there, then went tuition and yf, n went back there again.. Seem like there a lot of unfinish works… at first I thought we sure can’t finish everything in one day… and we all are girls… not like other school… but… hehe.. we managed to do everything done before 11pm… and without boys’ help.. haha… I think tat is the Spirit of Convent!!! Haha

After all the efforts, hard works, the tired-ness… I guess everything is worty eventhought we lose. Cause I know not only me, other too, learn a lot in process… and gain a better friendship… which for me is the most important…

I guess, We really had united and joined forces to make this day a wonderful and meaningful day. Everyone who is involve, especially Yiming, Khaili, YingSze and Xue Qi, really had tried their very best to do their part well and really had put a lot of effort in it…

Breakthrough the impossible… the theme for this year… nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing… YAY!!!!!=)

Next year, hope that everything will be well prepare.. and won’t left out the juniors..=)

Holiday!!!

2008-03-18T20:02:00.000-07:00

It has been a wonderful holiday. Everyone only got 1 week of holiday but me. Hehe. I started 2 weeks early. Haha. I didn’t went to school for 2 weeks. Haha. I really really miss all my friends. Hehe. First three days was youth camp. Youth camp was GREAT!!!! I really learnt a lot. El Sanctuary is a nice place. The foods there are awesome!!! Haha.

I will gonna miss her a lot....

Aunty Wei Wey, me and Cutie Chien Wei... haha

Girls............

Next was Phuket trip. I went there with my family for 4 days. This trip was fun! Many activities there. Canoeing, rafting, elephant trekking, watched elephant show……… but the whether there was so hot. I became darker… haha..

The beach......

Sunset....

Hotel.....

This is a wedding church...It's called Campel Wedding Church..So white.... inside is so nice......haha

so lazy to blog... will blog again soon... bye.

Friends!!

2008-03-01T21:42:00.000-08:00

I've been sick this few days. Didn't went to school for three days. and the 'sickness' cause me can't go for the prefect camp. arrgghh!!!!! i've longing for this camp. but...........arrgghh!!!! I miss my friends so much....... erm...don't feel like writting... here are some pictures that had took during sports and in the class....

This girl is my class monitor.

my classmates...(from left) Hui yien, me, Shun yi, yue ming, jing wen. (From up left)bao yee and poh yee....

me, bao yee, qiao wen and deeveeya.

me, poh yee, qiao wen, bao yee and shun yi

blue, green, yellow and red!!! The four houses!!!

Sea wing and me.....

me and my good friend, Hui yien....
me, Ni jie, Lok yee and Jin yee....

Hui yien, Sheau Cian and me in the class....

Hui yien, me and sheau cian.

2008-02-15T14:18:00.000-08:00

Hurdles….
Used to be the event that I like the most…
Used to be the event that I good at….
But…
Because of one time failure,
Because of one time injured…
I had lost my confident for hurdles.
Now, I really scare to jump hurdles.
Even when I heard about hurdles, I started to scare.
I wanted to give up hurdles…
But I had no choice. I had to take this event for this year.

Cause nobody want to take part.
So, I had to sacrifice.
The competition in on Monday.
Yet I haven ready…
I have no confident at all for this event.
I know I won’t win.
But… I still will try my best.

2008-01-27T13:40:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! Sorry for not updating my blog for so long.

These few weeks were a very very busy weeks. So many things had to do and so many activities were going on. School, homeworks, tuitions, marching, sport practices and etc. Everyday my schedule was full. Sometimes even no times to just have some rest. 1 day 24 hours really not enough for me. Times are flying fast man! Without waiting for me. I realy can’t catch up with the times now. January is going to end soon. And come the February. I bet it also will be a very very busy February for me. But I just wish times will slow down and wait for me.
Finally cross-country was over!!! Yay!! I dunno why this year cross-country was the most tiring. But after all the tired-ness, it was worthy. Cause Blue team won. Yay!! haha… next week is the sukantara. Hope everything will go on well. Hehe.

Many people said I look tired, I look sad, I look not energetic. And said that I was very quiet this few weeks and not like me. Haha. Actually I also dunno why. Maybe I’ve not being myself lately. Too many things are happening at one time. I’m not really ready yet. And I have to make many decisions. I hope for the decision I had made is a right choice. And I really very stress up now. If I had said anything that hurt u’ll this few days, pls forgive me. Cause I’m really stress up and quite emotional and not really in a good mood.I will try to calm myself down and put my trust in God.

*Lord, I’m really sorry for not trusting in you. I pray for the coming days I will be ready for any challenges and problems that you want me to go through. I pray that you will always there to guide me and help me through those hard times. I pray for the every decision I had made is a right choice.

2008-01-06T20:21:00.000-08:00

can u guess who is this?

haha... This is jem!!!! haha...

"Don't go!! i don't want to leave you"
haha...
Jem looks so serious and me look so emo...haha...

Me and chien wei.. hehe...

Haha... Above were pictures that took today at Chien Wei's house. hehe... nothing to do so we just taking pictures loh. haha...

Kay!! that all for today... maybe will update about school next week.. maybe!!! haha..

2008-01-02T11:44:00.000-08:00

Times really fly. 2008 is here. So fast…

A new year, new experience, new problem, new friends, new thing and new challenger. Everything is new. And there will be a lot of ups and downs too…
So, let me flashback last year… First, I indeed had learnt a lot of things throughout last year. The thing I had learnt the most was to let go. Especially I had learnt to let go something that very hard for me to let go. I know letting go of something is not easy. And after so many things had happened and I had struggled so much last year, it was time for me to let go loh and see things and problems in difference ways. Maybe we will “look” better and maybe will find it actually there are ways to solve it. Haha…

Second, from problems and troubles, I got new experience from which I had learnt. After everything, there was something that was worth. Because God has His purpose to put me in those situations. He wants me to learn something. So, after everything it worth something.

Third, I had a closer and deeper relationship with God. I know more about His greatness and His wonderful love for us. I realised without Him, I will not be who I am now. Without Him, maybe now I still don’t know anything about Him and still unsaved by Him. So, thank you Lord for saving me!!! You really are a GREAT GOD!! who always brings courage and strength to me when I’m facing problem, who always brings love and comfort when I’m hurt, who always brings hope to me and when I’m down, He always carried me in his arms. Although I had failed Him many many times, but He still love me with His amazing love and without leaving me alone. When my life is tough, God is always faithful to me. I really happy I have Him in my life. So, what still can I say…? Thank you, Lord!! I Love you!!

So, last year was a very meaningful year for me. I indeed had grow!! Grow more… I had tasted and knew the true disappointment, sadness, hurt but yet He still holds me and helped me to stand up again. And I also had lots of crazy, awesome, happy, sweet moments with Yfers and school friends. Those moments will always be sweet memories for me. I will not forget those wonderful moments.

Lastly, as we move on to the new year… before we continue our journey, let leave behind and let go all the unhappy things, sadness, hurt, regret, disappointment, anger and pain.

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!!!!! hahaha....

2007-12-26T05:20:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS!!! For me, this year Christmas was really very difference from last year. This year during caroling, I really had a lot of fun singing, talking, laughing and spending time with all the carolers. And most of all, I really enjoy playing violin. Although I played not really very well like other violinists but I still want to thank God for giving me this opportunity to play for this year Christmas. And I’m doing for God. Haha. And thanks for other violinists too for teaching me. Haha. I really had a lot of fun during this year Christmas.
Now, can’t wait for next year. Hope I can join next year caroling and celebrate next year Christmas with you’ll.

Christmas is over and 2008 is coming. Am I looking forward of 2008? Am I excited? Hmm… I don’t think so… I not really looking forward for next year. Maybe because this year was a happy year for me and too many sweet and happy moments that I can’t let go and sometimes, I even wish that time will went back to that wonderful moments. Maybe I am scare for next year. I’m scare that next year will be a year that full of stress and sadness. But the day still will come. I still have face the day. No one including me will know what will going to happen. God has planned everything and everything will go according to His plan.

ESP 6

2007-12-14T13:14:00.000-08:00

Me and my roommate, Jamie!!

Me and Chien wei!!

Pek Ying and me...

Me, Lee Ying, Andrinna and Josie in the bus.

Me and Lee ying...

Joy and me...

Jo and me.

Priscilla, me and chien wei..

Me and Mun.

Me and Chien wei with our KT friend, Julia!!

Jit, Me, Chien Wei, Jamie and Qian Yi...

Our dancing performance. Good jod, everyone!!

While waiting for our turn to dance...

Tada!! Finally, Kluang Dancers. but not everyone is in this pic. Hui ying and jamie are not here...

Dancers again...

Okay!! Camp was over. This year esp camp was great but yet a bit of disappointed. But I really had great fun.

First, I noticed that even though there was no air-corn in the room, but at night it still very cold. Colder than having air-corn. Haha. And the room… The first step I stepped in the room, I was like “huh?” but having Jamie as my roommate was good. She brought a lot of joy. Haha. Thanks Jamie!!!

Hmm… Pastor Elijah was a good speaker. At first I not really use to his preaching. But after that, I found it quite interesting.*ARE YOU EXCITED* haha… Through Ps. Elijah, I really had learnt a lot of things about God.
The second day at the camp, I fall sick. Arrghhh!!! *Why at this time? I was having fever and the fever made me so weak and felt so terrible that night. Then I thought, “How am I going to dance?” But, thanks to Wei Wey. Thanks for her caring and her vitamin. Made me much better. Haha…
*Hey Wei Wey, really thank you for your caring. Haha.

Then came the third night, ESP Star Search. Our dance performance was GREAT. Haha. That night before dance, I was so scared and worry. I scare I will forget the steps but when started to dance, my worry and scare was gone. I think God must have taken away my worry. I really enjoy dancing out there with other dancers. Haha… I really want to thanks Mun, Jem, Hui Ying, Mei Qi, Josie, Jamie and Chien Wei. Thanks for them giving me wonderful times when during practices and performance. Hehe…
Last day, hmm… happy and a bit sad. But I wished it was longer. Hehe. So, in this camp, I really had experienced God presence. I had made a lot of friends too.

So now Christmas is coming. Looking forward of it. Haha.

And I will be leaving to Shanghai tonight. Haha… won’t be seeing you’ll for one week. Sigh. So, must miss me… haha *perasan. Will be missing all the yfers. Haha. Gtg. Have to check my luggage the last time before going. Bye!! See ya…

2007-12-03T10:56:00.000-08:00

December is here and it will be a very very busy December for me.... So many activites wil be going on... And so many things are waiting for me to be done.. and i will be away for a week after coming back from esplotion camp. so, don't miss me ya... hahahaha....

Now, i'm busy with the dance practice... Although is hard to remember all the steps but i really enjoy myself dacing with the girls. It's fun man!!! Like what kar mun had post in her blog, we really had "math classes". all the "trapezium", "protrator" and other... hahaha... and now i really look forward for esplosion camp. hehehehe.....

Gtg... bye!!! enjoy your week!!! God bless...hahaha

2007-11-29T20:55:00.000-08:00

I HATE TO EAT MEDICINE!!! Yuck!!!

Friends!!!!!!!

2007-11-26T20:35:00.000-08:00

Is this boat cool?? I think is quite cool.... haha...(left picture)

Tada!!! This was the boat or yatch that I went.(right picture)

Me and my New Zealand friend, Hayley!!!!

Jack and Nick, Hayley's brother...

me, Nick and xin Ying...

Hayley, me and Xin Ying.

Me and Hayley on the yatch/boat.

Me, Hayley and Xin Ying on the small boat...

Two family.... Tan family and Farrand family...haha...

It was quite a busy week last week. But I had a great week too. My New Zealand friends came to Malaysia. Actually they sailed here by their own boat. (I think is boat or maybe is yatch) Cool, rite? Haha… We had a lot of fun playing and talking together. They came here for a week.Yesterday, they went back to New Zealand. So, what did we do last week? Hmm… We had barbeque on Monday. We went to KL together on Wednesday and came back the next day, Thursday. Saturday, we went to their boat or yatch for sailing. Their father brought us sailed around the island. It was fun man!! Haha… then we went to swimming together at Desaru and we made friend with an American girl. Haha… Then, before went back home, we said bye bye and wished them before they went back. Then yesterday, they went back to New Zealand. Will going to miss them. Last week was tiring but it was fun and it was a unforgettable memories for me with them. Sigh… now, they went back. And I really miss their laughter, miss their voice, and miss the moments. Hope to see them soon.

2007-11-19T11:19:00.001-08:00

Another week had gone just like that…. It was quite a busy week… and it was last week to hang out with my classmates… Here is the schedule how I went through this week…

Monday (12/11/2007)
Morning- I followed a school trip to Institute Haiwan and Tropical Village. We had a lot of fun taking pictures and spending time together there. In Institute Haiwan , we saw many cows, rabbits, and goats. The cows and the goats were very stinks!! And the rabbits were very fat. They fat until looked like cats. haha… Then we went to Institute Haiwan museum. One part of the museum got death animals that had been persevere in don’t know what water. We saw death fish (the fish was very long), death 9 month baby goat, death cacat cow and death dolphin. We continue our journey to tropical village. It was very fun at there. It seem like we really in other different country. We had taken a lot of pictures there. We went back at around 12.45 pm. We should reached school at about 1pm something but at last we end up reached at 2pm. Why? Because there were some thing happened with the bus. So angry of it. Wasting our time. Arrghh!!
Afternoon- We went to McDonald to celebrate my birthday. Overall was good!!

Tuesday (13/11/2007)
Went to school. Helped teacher to collect back the SPBT books. Then helped teacher to give out the exercise books. Then chit-chat with my friends. We were discussing about our thought about our friends and we were also discussing about what are our weaknesses. Then went home. I skipped tuition that night cause too tired. Haha…

Wednesday (14/11/2007)
No school that day. Afternoon went to Hui ying’s house to do the cards thing. And I kept laughing and laughing without reason. Haha… at night, our class got class party at KFC. We took a lot of pictures too… *and btw I hurt my hand*

Thursday (15/11/2007)
Went to school. That day was my last day in school. *sobs. Helped teacher to give out the SPBT books. Then me and some of my friends sitting around the table to play some game called guessing the number. (I think is something like that lah) We were playing like crazy. The people who lose must be punished. The punishment was going to shout out loud in of something in front of the class or go to somebody to tell her something. Haha… *btw I hurt my leg this time*

Friday (16/11/2007)
No school that day. Afternoon went to hui ying’s house again to do the cards. At night, I had dinner with my friends who came from New Zealand…

Saturday (17/11/2007)
Morning I went for injection. It was so pain. Ouch!!!! Then, went to YF… night, I went to my uncle’s house for party. My New Zealand friends went along too. We had a lot of fun there!!! Yay!!

Sunday (18/11/2007)
I didn’t go to church coz I went to my cousin’s wedding. Then night, I went to Shalom Award Night. The performance was great man!! The kids were so CUTE!! Haha… I really had a wonderful night there… haha…

So, another week had gone and another week is here… and holidays are here!! Wohooo!!! So, everyone, enjoy your holidays!! Bye…

2007-11-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me!!

Haha… Stop that lah, Joyce. hehe. okay Kay!!! Be serious.
Last 14 years ago, a girl name, Joyce Tan Ker Jia, was born in a town call Kluang. She was not really very cute when she was baby. When she was small, she liked to cry. She cried a lot. Hehe. Now, after 14 years, she is a 14 years old teenager. She is just a normal girl like other. Not very pretty, not very clever, not very talented, and not very special. Just a normal girl. So, today is her 14th birthday. Haha. the girl was me. wakakaka.

Haha. I think I’m a bit crazy today.
This year birthday is really special for me. Not the same like the past few years.
I really didn’t expect that my friends will remember my birthday, giving me presents, sms to wish me. Especially those who are not so close with you and yet they remember my birthday. Haha. Thanks for remember my birthday!!

Anyway, I really love all the gifts and messages or little notes/letters very very much. I really really appreciate them. Thanks, friends!!=) And just those two words “happy birthday” really means a lot to me!! Thanks!!

First, I really thank God for putting so many wonderful and great friends or sisters or brothers in my life. Friends who make me smile, laugh, encourage me, comfort me, willing to listen to my problems and even friends who hurt me and make me sad… I really thank God for all of my friends. It only a word F.R.I.E.D.N.S!!Friends, you really are the blessing for me. Thank you Lord, for providing them:)

Honestly, I am really indeed touched by all your presents and messages. I really wanted to cry when I read your messages, and yes when keep read and read difference message from difference peoples, my tear really came out from my eyes. So, what tear are that? Maybe is called friends tears and touched tears. Again, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!:D

Today, a special and meaningful day will be over soon in a few hours times and life will be go on like normal again. Have to wait for the next year. Sigh. Why time pass so fast?? But, I really had a wonderful day today.=) The most important is, thank you Lord for always being so faithful and a wonderful Lord to me… anyway, Thank You, FRIENDS!! Love you all lots and lots!!!!

pictures!!!

2007-11-04T13:45:00.000-08:00

Hi!! Okay, firstly, this morning we had our Youth Sunday at church. Overall, everything was okay. All the performance was great especially the sign language!! It’s really GREAT man!! Haha… Good Job everyone!! Hmm… how was our dance performance?? Erm… I don’t know whether we did well but I think overall was good then last time when we practise… hehe… Actually I did forget some steps… haha… But the most important is we, Jamie, me, Hui Ying, Kar Mun and Mei Qi, enjoyed ourselves up there. I really enjoyed myself dancing and laughing with them. I think I surely will miss those happy n crazy moments we had been together during practises… haha… and there are many ‘first time’ for me during dance...

* First time wearing that skirt and match with the tight.
* First time tie my hair like that. Erm… like don’t know wat…
* First time putting mascara.
* First time so difficult to sleep because of the hair and I only slept for 3 hours.
* First time dancing in the church.
Haha… there are so many ‘first time’…

And 1 thing, Kar Mun really is a good n great coach… She was so patience when teach us. At first I really don’t know anything about dancing but now I really can’t believe that me, Joyce, dancing on the stage in front of so many people… All thanks to Kar Mun and other three dancers for their encouragements and advices during the practise… Last, I hope five of us will have the opportunity to dance again for the next time because I really enjoy dancing with them. Hope there will be a next time!! Haha…

Lastly, here are some pictures of me n some of my friends that took this morning!!! Enjoy!!

TADA!! Five of us!! haha...

Guess who is who?? haha.. Can guess?

Me, Mei Qi, Jamie and Hui ying... Four dancers...

Me and Mun... haha.. Thanks, Mun for teaching and guiding me throughout this dance.

Miss Priscilla and Miss Joyce...

Miss Joy and Miss Joyce...

Andrinna Ho and me...

Haha.. Pek Ying and me and the ribbon.. Do we look like present?? haha...

Guess Who is this two people?? Guess which 1 is me?

Me_lee ying_andrinna... my junior and my senior...

Last, me n Miss Wei Wey... haha...

Finally!!!

2007-11-02T21:26:00.000-07:00

Phew…
At last… I’m FREE!!!!!!!!!!!! Wohooo!!!!
It’s Over… After so many days of hardworks, burn the midnight oil and so stressed… and now at last can have a good rest and sleep…
Haha…

Overall, it was quite okay. Seven days just ended… erm… maybe for some of u will think these seven days just pass very fast but for me… it passed so SLOW!!! Arrgghh!!
Everyday sat in front of a big clock, and saw minute by minute passed by… haha… let me sum up how this week went on… hehe…

It started Sunday… I didn’t go for games. Cause still had many things haven study… so, stayed at home. At first I was so worried because I was lacking of time and yet I had so many haven study… but all thanks to Andrinna!! She had helped me a lot in my study. She came to my house and teaches me what I should read and what shouldn’t. Thanks, Andrinna!! =)

Then on Monday. The day that I worried and stressed the most. We had Bm and Sejarah papers. Had to memories so many things... sigh…
And at the same time I was sick… arrgghh!!! But still sat for exam. =)
Then Tuesday and then Wednesday… erghh! KH.. I hated the most… Then day by day passed by… Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and today Friday!!! Seem like time passed very fast but actually is very slow (for me)… sigh!!

Okay… now it ended… yay!! But actually feel quite happy but still worry. First, is worry for the exam results. Very scare of taking low marks… sigh… *Pray, Joyce, Pray*
Second, this exam is over. So, that means have to prepare for next year PMR!!! Ahhhhh!!! So fast!!! Sigh…

Hmm… I think that all now… haha… Bye!!

2007-10-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-10-27T11:36:00.000-07:00

I'M REALLY STRESSED UP RIGHT NOW!!!

STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!! ARGGHHH!!!!

2007-10-17T13:20:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting for so long!!! haha... Erm.. i will stop blogging for this few weeks till after exam. Will start blogging after exam!! hehe.. so, gtg. bye!!

Life is unpredictable!!!

2007-10-02T12:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday… should be a happy day… but a sudden news changes my days. It was a very sudden and shock news. A boy who was just 11 years old had passed away. He passed away because of electricity. Maybe he was playful. Maybe he was not being careful. But he just a boy... a life... sigh... so pity...

Suddenly, I felt so loss and sad. Everything was just so sudden. So scary... and I really can’t believe it. I just can’t explain it. I just can say - Life is unpredictable!!!
We may see them today... but we don’t know what will happen in few hours times or tomorrow... maybe they will just… left us.. We just don’t know whether we still can see them or not…
Sometimes, I really wish that I can help them... But sometimes I just don’t have the ability…

But I have learned... I may not know what will happen next or tomorrow... the future...
But I know I need to trust Him because He had planed everything for me... For what He had planed for me, I know He had the reasons to put me in those situations... Because he Love everyone of us….

I’m now trying to love my family, my friends and the people around me...
Trying Hard!!! I know I can... With God’s help, nothing is impossible!!

Yay…

2007-09-30T14:50:00.000-07:00

LET GO and LET GOD!!!!!

2007-09-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

I want strawberry cake!!!

I have been craving for strawberry cake this few days....

2007-09-08T12:31:00.000-07:00

LET GO!!!

Open up your hand...

and...

Let Go of all your

Problems,

Bad Mood,

Unforgiveness,

Sadness,

Anger....

Let go all of them and...

you will be more HAPPY!!

than before..........

because when u are happy, you will started to smile and laugh...

And

your smile n laughter will brigten up other people life..

and they will smile and let go too..

so, why don't we choose to let go?

Our life will be more meaningful and happiness will be ours...

yay!!

TAG!!

2007-08-25T20:51:00.000-07:00

Name of 20 persons you can think of and do this survey and tag 5 people:

1. Andrinna
2. Jem
3. Yin Ying
4. Jamie
5. Mei Qi
6. Hui Ying
7. Joy
8. Lee Ying
9. Joan
10. Chien Wei
11. Pris
12. Kar Mun
13. Qian Yi
14. Josie
15. Jo
16. Paulus
17. Xue Qi
18. Tien
19. Jack
20. Yi Wan

Questions:
1. How did you meet #14(Josie)?
- Hmm.... I think is when we together went to Japan for holiday..rite,Josie??

2. What would you do if you hadn't meet #1(Andrinna)?
- Then, my life will be totally different. And i will not have a person to tell my problem. She really had been a really good friend to me.

3. What would you do if #20(Yi Wan) and #9(Joan) dated?
- Erm... nothing, i think.

4. Would #6(hui ying) and #17(Xue Qi) make a good couple?
- No, coz they are both girls. If one of them are guy, then maybe will make a good couple..hehe..

5. Decribe #3(Yin Ying)
- She is a really a great friend. She cares and loves all her friends around her.

6. Do you think #8(Lee Ying) is attractive?
-Ya.. of course she is attractive.

7. Tell me something about #7(Joy)?
-Joy... she is a sweet girl and has a very beautiful and sweet smile. She loves dogs very much. and she plays bass very well.

8. Do you know anything about #12(Kar Mun)?
- Oh! I just have to say that she is a Cool, Funny, Crazy, and Awesome girl!!! She she caring and loving too.

9. What is #1(Andrinna) favourite food?
- Err.. sorry, Andrinna. I don't know. sorry.

10. What will you do if #11(Pris) confesses that he/she like you?
- It's impossible coz we are not Les.

11. What language does #15(Jo) speak?
- English.

12. Who is #9(Joan) go out with?
- Me. haha. no lah. actually i don't know..

13. How old is #16(Paulus)?
- 18 years old,rite?

14. When is the last time you talked to #3(Yin Ying)?
- Erm.. 5 hours ago.

15. Who is #2(Jem) favourite singer?
- Haha.. sorry, Miss Lahling.. I don't know.. (Miss lahlign is jem) hehe..

16. Would you date #4(Jamie)?
- I will date her if she is a guy.

17. Would you date #7(Joy)?
- I will if she is a guy.

18. Is #15(Jo) single?
-Yes, i think.

19. What is #10(Chien Wei) last name?
- hmm.. lim? or wei?

20. Would you consider being in a relantionship with #19(Jack)?
- haha.. We alreadyin arelantionship for more than 11 years. coz he is my brother.

21. What school did #16(Paulus) go to?
Tun hussien Onn and now is STK.

22. Where does #6(Hui Ying) stay?
- Taman Kerjasama,rite?

23. What is your favourite thing about #5(Mei Qi)?
- She is pretty and very caring and loving.

24. What do you think about #13(Qian Yi)?
-hmm..she is a cool, funny and most of the time she is crazy..haha.. and she is a 'loudspeker'. haha..

25. What do #4(Jamie) and #18(Tien) have in common?
- They both study in Convent school.

26. What specia qualities does #5(Mei Qi) have?
- She is very responsible and very care her friends.

I tag:
Haha.. i didn't tag anyone..

Brother n sister...

2007-08-21T13:12:00.000-07:00

Brother and sister-

They make us glad,

they makes us sad,

they makes us laugh,

they annoy us,

they help us,

they protect us....

We love them, We hate them...

But we can't do without them..

Life just wouldn't be the same without them...

They bring love, care and joy to the family...

Sometimes there are alot of disagreements and fights between us..

but most of the time we get along fine.

When we argue, we scream at each other.

When we get along fine, we share our things together...

Sometimes, when we fight wif ur sibling, u will ask

"Why i have such a brother/sister?"
"Why can't my brother/sister be more nicer to me n understand me more?"

right??

but when we grow older, we think back...

maybe we will laugh at ourself for wat we thought for the past.

Coz every one of us love our siblings for who there are...

For me...

My brother, Jack..

juz so special to me..

Without him, my life won't be complete..

He just always brighten up my day..

He really has been a great brother to me..

I love him...

*Thank you, Lord for my brother.. Really Thank you!!

2007-08-17T11:20:00.000-07:00

Ok.. yesterday we were having a competition antara rumah.. Overall, was quite ok...and i really can't believe tat our team,Blue Team, won in the relay competition.. Really can't believe it.. At first we thought we will sure lose coz the other competitor was too good at running.. So, we juz ran to take experience only but....hehe>>> miracle juz happened... haha!!!

Here are some pics..

=The sunrise= haha..before competition started...

Haha..that Miss Jemima Tang...playing badminton..look at she..so serious!!! hehe...

Wen Xin and Hui Shan playing badminton...

doing warming up...prepared for relay competition...yay!!

Ready, Steady, GO! GO! GO!!! weeee..

Lastly, Our Team!!yay.. BLUE TEAM, ROCKS!!!!

yay...haha..I like my team...

*Lord, thank you for giving me the strength..and thanks for the miracle...

_"For nothing is impossible with Him"_

Weeee... BLUE TEAM ROCKS !!!!

2007-08-15T10:55:00.000-07:00

I'm so so so TIRED.....

So wish to have a GOOD SLEEP!!!

BEAUTY

2007-07-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

Here is a letter that i found it very meaningful easpecially for girls..
It is a letter from a mother to her daughter, Irene....enjoy!!!

- ' Irene, u always ask me, " Do u think i'm beautiful,Mum?" and i always reply, "u are the most beautiful girl in the world" and u would answer, "You only say tat because you r my mum." Yes,I'm ur mother and i know u better than anybody else does. Your long black hair, small almoond-shaped eyes, slightly oval face and your nose, are all very lovely to me coz tat was the creation of God to u..
Remember Roald Dahl's 'The Twits'? Mrs Twits had quite a nice face when she was young. But over the years, she became ugly because she had ugly thoughts. "you can have a large nose and a crooked mouth and a double-chin, but if u have good thoughts they will shine through u and u will always look lovely." say Roald Dahl.
Some people call this inner beauty. Inner beauty makes other people feel beautiful. Saying thanks to the bus driver makes his driving a more pleasant task. Giving up a seat for a pregnant mother makes her feel appreciated. Little deeds of kindness can only come from one who is at peace with herself.
However, being well-dressed and well-groomed are important too. That is how others judge you. It is the picture you show to the world, and although it is superficial, people judge you by you appearance. Moreover, looking good also helps to boost your self-confidence. But, looks alone will not decide your happiness. Women whose self-esteem depends on staying young and beautiful would feel terrible as they grow old. It is the peace in your heart tat will give you the strength and confidence to go through difficult times'

2007-07-18T21:04:00.000-07:00

Study...Study..Study!!

For exam loh...

sigh..

Exam??

For me is TERRIBLE.

But no matter wat i will try to praise Him..

Something happen..

Why some ppl like to compare their marks with other?

Especially for those who are clever.

And

those who always fight for number 1 in the class.

Why?

Does other ppl marks for them are important?

or...

they wan to see who are clverer?

sigh....

actually,

we can't change tat too

coz ppl are some call "kai-su"

not only other.

me too..

sometimes i like to compare too

scare other will higher than you

laugh at you

but i trying to change

avoid to do tat

but

somtimes

i juz can't control myself

sigh

but

i hope everyone will change tat too

coz sometimes it hurting ppl.

2007-07-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

Did FRIENDSHIP really will FOREVER??

Did all my friends will be with me until i'm old??

Did we will be Friends Forever??

Does it really will forever??

Confuse.......

2007-06-23T12:41:00.000-07:00

This was the peoples who had put alot of efforts

in those chocolate thingy...

and not only them..other too..

Thanks!!

This week...

Nothing much....

Busy with the Hari koperasi thingy..
The chocolates thingy...
Had busy packing the chocolates and making the cards for selling..
And bcoz of this we had skipped many classes..ponteng!! haha..

Now was over..yay!! at last..no need to sacrifice our time again..haha.
but seem like not very success..
Too "kelam-kabut"..
last minutes works...
not enough time..

But whether we 'rugi' or 'untung' in those chocolates or we success or not success are not important.. the important is the process.. we had success in woking together as a team (and also as a bussinesswoman..for next time) and we've built a better and stronger relantionship..yay!!

Been together.. work hard together.. having fun together.. busy packing and making card together.. it was all my good experience..

Last, thanks for those who had help out and sacrifice alot.. I just wanna to say a thanks to u all..

2007-06-17T10:07:00.000-07:00

I have a God

who hears me,

I have a God

who's near,

I have a God

who's waiting

with a bottle for my tears,

I have a God

who cushions my hurting hearts

with soft pillow

of comfort and hope.

*Lord, thank you for always there for me whenever i need you. Lord, i pray that you will continue give me the strenght to fight against my own dislikeness and the problems that i'm facing now.

2007-06-06T17:47:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!!

I'm off to Melaka tomorrow....

Can't wait to go shopping...

haha...

Friday i will be back..

So,

see you all soon...

hehe.........

By the way, i when to cut my hair this afternoon...n guess wat, i hate my hair style now...arrghh!!!

PiCtuReS!!!

2007-05-04T14:00:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!! Here are some pictures that took on Eden's Day and also on preparation night....
So,enjoy it!!!

Joyce(me), Jem, JaMie and Jin Yee...
All "J"... haha...

Me and Jin Yee...
This girl is awesome and also made me happy...

Kar mun and me.....

Me and Jem...
I like this pic...

Youth Ablaze Girls...

Ok...Overall, Eden's Day was great...everything went on successfully eventhough there were raining... i having a wonderful day at there...but felt abit dissapointed coz some of my friends didn't came...i waited n waited for them but they didn't came...about 4pm they sms me to tell me tat they very lazy to come...i was so dissapointed...but after all... i still glad tat i had memorable day... hope tat there will be next year...............

L.O.V.E

2007-04-08T14:47:00.000-07:00

LOVE? Actually wat is love? I was still confuse of this question. But after yesterday i watched a movie i juz know the answer. I dunno wat tat movie title but it was a very touching movie... and all the story in the movie is true..

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It was about a boy name Gary who was only juz 12 years old. Since tis year the terrible flood, he had lost his both parents and his three sisters. All his relatives, his friends and even his sch had gone in the flood too. Just leave him alone. He didn't died in the flood because he managed to ran to the high hill behind his sch. He saw his family and his friends and his sch juz gone like tis with his own eyes.

When i saw tis part, i thought, tis part of his life sure will be a nightmare for him to continue his life. n i wonder, how can a 12 years old boy took a heavy burden like tis to continue his life and oso without her parents love?

But tis boy,he face all his problems and go on his life wif a brave n strong heart eventhough his pass life was a nightmare for him. At first when he knew everything had gone n juz leave him alone in tis world, he wanted to die but God told him "Hey my child,dun like tis..dun give up your life juz like tis.. I had given u tis life, why dun u appreciate it?" then the boy said "Lord Jesus, eveything had gone now.. i dun wan to leave in tis lonely and dark world anymore. It's meaningless". but God said," My child,i will brighten ur life and i will always be with u and u will never be lonely again. So, u must be brave n strong to face it".. After the child had heard wat God had told him, he decided to go on his life.

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From tis movie, i learned tat we must be strong and brave to face our problems and God will always be there for us to help us anytime and we must appreciate the presence of all the ppl around us. And when i think abt it, how lucky i am.. still have parents and my brother who still so love and take care of me but sometimes i didn't appreaciate thier presence and their love to me. How lucky i am when i compare wif tat boy. So, we must appreacite our every family members, our friends and all the ppl around us. Dun wait till they had gone, we juz regret............

Hmmm.....

2007-04-01T16:26:00.001-07:00

Hmm... what a week had gone..it was an exam week..erm..quite fun loh..no need to study.. juz sat and did the questions..some paper was very difficult but some was very easy...haha...
Felt abit stressed up through out this exam week coz everyday study until 11pm something then wake up early the next morning to study again..but i was quite fun loh...
Anyway now exam are over.. can relax abit.. hehe.. n i really wan to thank God for my result eventhough some mar are really bad n is not wat i wanted but i still will praise the Lord for everything and be grateful too!!!

This week so many things had happened at school... but i won't say it at here lah...
Juz hope tat i will learn to let go of it n forgive them...

Ok...gtg..Bye!!! Oh,ya...Good luck n all teh best for all the atheles who are going for MSSJ!!!

I REALLY MISS....

2007-03-07T20:48:00.000-08:00

I really missed the ime we had been together,
I missed our happy moments,
I missed our crazy moments,
I missed our sad moments,
I missed the time we spent talking together,
I missed the time we laugh n smile together,
I missed the time we sat together and share our problems n experinces,
I missed the time we having fun together..
I really really missed those times....
It was all my greatest experinces that i even had....

But now, everythings had change... Our friendships had change, not like last time anymore...i really hope we will be like last time again...but now, why became like tis?? will i going to continue tis friendships with u all or will i give up tis friendships??////
The moments we had been together already been a past n a history....we can't when back to that time...but how i wish tat time will go back to tat moments...

Now i wonder, what will happen next time?? What will going to happen to us n our friendships?? But i really hope tat God will know wat i want in the coming time.. really hope tat miracles will happen....

It's all OVER!!

2007-02-15T03:06:00.000-08:00

OVER!! Sports day had over.. Tis year sports day was quite ok lar.. but i wsa very sad n angry n dissapointed of myself again. Why God didn't answer my prayer? Why i lose again? Why that feeling come back again? Wat i wanted was juz to take a madal n win but... haih....

So sad and dissapointed after i ran finish 4x100m and knew tat our team took 3rd place... After tat i dunno why,my tear suddenly rolled down to my cheeck n i started to cried.. maybe i was too sad n dissapointed.. Before tat i thought tat we can take 2nd place but at last we still lose again... n it was all my fault coz i didn't ran as fast as i can n i didn't use all my strenght tat i had... haih... haih... n haih.. N tat was my last event and now it was over... over.. 3rd place.. no medal.. lose again.. Finished!!

Maybe i shouldn't expect so much.. Maybe tat was the maximum i can do.. Maybe God want me to learn something through this thing.. But wat He wan me to learn? Maybe i will know soon..
All is just MAYBE...

And now i can't find my confident in myself anymore n i also had give up finding back my confident and the answers. I GIVE UP!! It was too difficult.. I can't take it anymore.. Tis year sports day had brought me to DISSAPOINTEMENT n SADNESS n ANGER... Hope tat next year won't bring me to it anymore... n God, please answer my prayer again.. I really need u now...

STRESS, DISSAPOINTED N SAD!!

2007-02-06T10:29:00.000-08:00

SO DISSAPOINTED OF MYSELF!! Why can't i do a good job in my hurdles n lompat kijang?? Why my friend can but i cannot?? WHY?? So sad n dissapointed.... n why teacher n my friends must expect so much on me? i'm just a normal student n friend like other... Why teachers give me so much pressure?? i'm so stress out... n now, i lose in every events tat i had took... haih.... so useless...

N now, i dun have much confident in my lompat jauh tis friday.... if i lose again, How?? Will other ppl think tat i'm useless too? I dun wan to lose again.. i scare of losing feeling...it was really really bad...i already tatse it last year... i dun wan to taste it again... I DON'T WANT!! If tis time i lose again, i sure will cry... haih...

*God, please help me.. i dun wan to lose again.. please give me the confident n strenght.*

SUKANTARA WAS END!!

2007-01-31T21:26:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone!! Sorry 4 long time didn't blog already.... so, i decided to blog abt our school sukantara today.... haha....

Sukantara was end at last....today was the last day.. Yeah!! So so so tiring.... I only pass 3 events...long jump, 100m, n 800m.... quite good lah.. haha...

A bit dissapointed of myself today n sad too... coz i didn't pass high jump... before i jumped i thought tat i can pass but at last i didn't pass... i was so dissapointed...

After tat, dunno why.. i started to cry n cry n cry... i felt tat i'm so useless. As a captain, i can't pass high jump... wat captain am i? how can i be the model of the other? Other house captain all pass except 4 me.... so so...... haih... I feel so so STRESS being a captain...haih.. n i wanted to thanks those who had comfort me!! THANKS!!

N today 1 thing had happened to me too.. after i ran finish 800m, i was pengsan but not really pengsan lah... juz felt very weak n wanted to pengsan n all the things aroud me seem like turning here n there... i was so dizzy... n i had breathing difficulties at tat moment too... i nearly can't breath... so difficult.. n luckily had some seniors were helping me... they brough me to the astaka to rest.... after i rest for a while, i'm much better already... n i'm ok now... hehe...

Now, have to practise 4 the sports day... haih.... so, got to go now... have a lot of homeworks haven finish... bye!!

CROSS-COUNTRY WAS TIRING BUT FUN!!!

2007-01-19T18:17:00.000-08:00

Hi!! Today our school(SMKCC) had cross-country.... It was quite fun but very very tiring... but nevermind... after today, we no need to practise 4 croos-country already... yeah! haha... Many people did a good job... Most of the students were pass... haha... n some people had took a medal... for example, Jem, Priscilla, Joy, Tien Hui and many many more.. Good Job!! haha...

Start next week, we have to practise 4 the coming 'sukantara'. Still have to go to school every Tueday n Thursday morning... haih... so tiring!! Hope tat tis sports thing will over soon...

Today 1 of my friend had sent to the hospital coz she not feeling well n kept vomiting after she finished her running. I was so worried n sad. *Dunno how she is now already?? Hope everything is fine* N she is my god-sister. But why everytime when something happen to her, I always not at her side to concern her? Why?? She is my sister. Although she not really my own sister but I always treat her as my own sister. She always take care of me n corcern me. She is a good sister. But, wat abt me? Everytime when something had happened to her, I always not at her side to concern and take care her. Wat sister n friend am I?
"Sis, sorry tat I didn't at your side when u need me... n when something had happen to you... I'm really sorry!!"

Now, wat i can do is pray 4 her... Hope tat she is ok now...
"Lord, please dun let any bad thing happen to my sis again. Please protect and help her, Lord. I pray tat she will get well soon."

SO HURT!!

2007-01-13T13:05:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone!! After this post, i wun be blog so often already.... haha.....

Err.... school?? School was.... erm... terrible.... teacher gave us so many homeworks... juz the second week, teacher alraedy gave so many homeworks... haih.... so, everyday school, tuition, homeworks... school, tuition, homeworks.... it's so tiring!! n plus now we have sports practise... every Tuesday n Thursday morning have to go school... haih....

Yesterday at school something had happen... 1 of my friend really hurt me. N made me wanted to cry. She really hurt me... WHY?? why ppl must hurt people?? n when ppl hurt u, it's so so so diffulcult to 4give tat person again... i hate tis feeling... Andrinna told me b4 tat HURT can become HATRED...i was so scared tat tis feeling will go on n on n make me more n more hate tat person. At first, i thought tat our friendship will be more close n nothing will happen again between us but... i wrong i was... haih. She hurt me again... n is so hard 4 me to 4give her again. I heard my friend said b4 tat best friend can become enemy one day. Now, i juz know wat it mean...

Everytime when someone had hurt me or i had hit by problem, i will ask God "Is this my life??" "Do God really want me to go on my life wif all the hurts n problems??" i dunno... sometime how i wish tat the time will stop n wait 4 me but sometime how i wish tat time will flies faster than usual... especially when i'm down. At the begining of this year, i thought tat i won't be hurt coz i juz the begining but now it juz the second weeks of the year n yet ppl had already hurt me...

When something had happen, everyone will think tat i am the person who wrong.... but b4 they said i'm wrong, do they think carefully actually who r wrong?? do they know wat really had happen? haih... Why ppl must misunderstood me? Why?? When someone had hurt me, tat person didn't realise tat she or he had hurt me.. when everytime i saw tat person, she was so happy talking to her friends... n yet my heart was so pain... haih... but 4 me is so difficult to laugh n happy when i'm hurt.... why i must suffer althought i am right?? haih.... how i wish now time will really flies faster... but i wanted to thank God tat when i'm down... i had learn alot...
*thank God*

i wanted to thank 1 friend. She was the person who comfort me yesterday when i'm hurt. She had gave me many encougragement n advices...
" Friend, thanks 4 ur comfort yesterday!!"
I was so suprised when she came n comfort me coz normally when i'm down was my christian friend who comfort me but tis time was my school n yet my non-christian friend. I was so suprised. I told God tat one day i must bring her to know the Lord.

My FoRM 2 LiFe....

2007-01-06T12:16:00.000-08:00

School?? School was quite fun... quite happy to see my friends again... haha... My form teacher is Miss Low. She quite good but her voice very loud.... haha...

Thursday, we had a meeting for 'Rumah Sukan'. The Form 1 girls r so terrible n selfish. They dun let us, the Form 2 girls, to sit. They sat all the places. When we asked them to give the Form 2 some seat, they pretend didn't hear it. So Terrible!! Not Fair coz last year we Form 1 girls oso dun have seat to sit. NOT FAIR!! How can they bully their senior?? ok... teacher had choose me to be the KETUA RUMAH 4 Blue house in afternoon session.. Huh!! i can't believe it. Dunno why teacher choose me. haih... So, i have to lead during sports practise. So scare... I dun think i can... haih...

Sport is coming soon. Huh!! i don't like!! Next week, sports practise is start. haih... N 19ofJanuary2007 is cross-country... haih. I dun like the most is cross-country...but wat to do, it's compulsory

I felt so weak this few days coz i'm sick... cough, running nose, headache, dunno wat happen to my ear, so pain when i woke up yesterday morning n now it still pain... N last thursday, i fell down from the stair and hurt my back...so pain... haih... so unlucky... Anyway, now i'm trying to enjoy my school n try dun be so stress 4 tis year exam... I hope tat everyone will enjoy their school too!!

May God bless u all!! ^_^

TiMeS FLies!! 2007 Is CoMinG...

2006-12-31T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone!! Times really flies... It's already the end of the year.... Todae is the last dae.. Huh!! Can't believe it... 2006 is end?? so fast.... so sad...

Ok... tis year... erm... tis year was really fun eventhough there's lots of sad things happened. I really happy spending time wif all the YFers and my school friends. Thanks 4 those who had help me alot n willing to share their problems wif me.... I really Thank God 4 giving me such good friends like u all!! Erm....tis year i'm very happy too coz i had came to know God more n really had learnt a lot....

So, i dunno wat will happen to my life next year but i'm ready to face it. N i know tat God already have plan 4 me... haha.... next year i'm Form 2 already... so fast n so old!! haha... Hope tat next year i will know God more n have fun... School is starting in two days time. So, mayb won't be blogging so often when school starting coz i have to concentrate in my study... haihz... Hope tat everyone will enjoy their next year!! ^_^ hahaha.......Bye!!

CAROLING...... CHRISTMAS..... YEAH!!

2006-12-25T14:49:00.000-08:00

Hi,everyone... Merry Christmas!!
Yesterday, we had caroling... tis was my first time caroling wif all the yfers... It was sooooooo FUN n GREAT!! haha...

We all met at 4:45pm at yf centre. We had to separated ourself to two buses. I was at the second bus wif some of my friends.... At bus, Cheng Yee asked me n Jamie whether wan to play guitar 4 caroling anot. I think 4 a while n i decided to play coz i dun wan to dissapoint God n those who had encourage me to play. Jamie was so happy when i said i wanted to play... haha...

The first place we went was the hospital. I had never been to hospital b4 n tis was my first time. We went to children ward n we showed the children puppet show, sang christmas song n gave them presents. They were so happy when they receive their presents. haha... i'm happy too when i saw them so happy. After tat, Jit asked us to talk to the children who r sick. It was fun talking to them... some kids were very cute n friendly.... At there, wat i learned from the children was no matter how sick u r, u must b happy always n remember there r still have many ppl who love u.....

We had went to many places n i also had played many songs. Eventhough wat i played was terrible, but i had alraedy tried my best.... I really enjoyed myself playing guitar. If i still have chance to play, i surely will play 1.... Thank God coz i had made a rite choice to play n thanks too 4 those who had encourage me... THANKS!!

At abt 12:30am, we went home. I was so so tired but very very happy... I also had received many presents n cards. Thanks 4 those who had gave me presents n cards... Now i can't wait 4 the coming year caroling... haha... n now, caroling were over, christmas r going to over soon, year r coming to the end, year 2007 is coming in tis few days n school r reopen soon...

Finally, wish u all have a blessed n wonderful Christmas.......... May God bless u all!!

I'M SO USELESS!!!

2006-12-22T19:37:00.000-08:00

Juz as the title had said... i was so useless n stupid....

Today afternoon, i went to yf centre...we had carolling practise at there n i brought along my guitar too coz last tuesday daniel told me n jamie tat we will be playing 4 carolling...i was so happy but scared...n jamie told me tat tis was a good opputurnity 4 us....but i dun have much confident....so tis few days, i keep practise n practise n practise to perform well on tat day...

When today i woke up, i told myself ...
" Joyce,have confident...believe in urself tat u can do it!!"
After tat,i'm not tat scare already n have a bit confident...so, i practise my guitar untill 12:30pm... When at yf i played my first song, i can't follow up wif the other. They were too fast n i'm too slow. I try to follow up wif them but i still can't... i was so slow... n at tat moment, my mind came out 1 word, tat was 'USELESS'... n someone like saying to me...
" Joyce, u r so useless n stupid."
n i agree to wat had said...i really very USELESS. I can't even played a easy song properly... I was so...so...STUPID....

When i reached home, i went to my room n i started to cry. Why i can't played a song properly?? n i felt like i dun have layak to play when carolling...haih...haih....now, i dunno whether wan to continue to play 4 carolling or give up playing...haihz...

ESP CAMP ARE OVER!!!

2006-12-13T15:18:00.000-08:00

Camp r over.... i can't say how fun izzit coz it was really really FUN n GREAT!! God was so real in tis camp...

Tis camp r totally different from wat i had imagine... n it was so meaningful 4 me... i had learnt a lot of things through tis camp... Firstly, i learnt more abt God n abt holiness.. Thank God!!

Pastor Victor was so straight forward to talk abt sex...haha... in tis three nights, the most meaningful nite was the last night... we watched a video abt how Jesus died on the cross n the pain he had suffer... Jesus was so great...He even asked God to forgive the ppl who had nailed Him on the cross... i juz can't stand it... so, i cried n cried n cried.. i threw my stronghold away.. His love was so GREAT... n thank God 4 showing his love to me tat night....

Haha... i had met some new friends in tis camp too... they were so friendly... i'm so sad to leave them in sudden...i miss them... hope next year esp camp we will meet again... *God, please*

Our performance was great... we did very well... but we took no.2... haihz... nvm lah... at least we had done our best... our drama was so touched... everyone did great job.... eventhough we only practise 4 three days... especially yin ying n dawson... their acting was so good.... hahaha....

Finally, Thank God 4 bringing me to tis camp... i really learnt a lot... n i really enjoy myself too... i will continue to live 4 Him n won't give up... n at last i wanted to thank 1 ppl...that is my twin sister, Jamie... thanks, Jamie 4 accompany me throughout tis camp.... THANKS!!

THANK YOU, LORD!!!

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY??

2006-12-06T20:56:00.000-08:00

WHY?? Why my parents juz dunno know wat i wan? Why they dun understand me? WHY?? Can someone tell me why? haihz.... i juz wan is a Christian family.... i can dun wan my nice clothes, my nike shoes, all my things.... i juz wan a Christian family.... haihz... living in a non-christian family is so diffucult.... sometime i really can't stand it... but i dun have the courage to tell them tat i am a christian...i scare tat they will stop me 4 going to yf, church, cg, n even sport... when i talk abt God in front of them they juz ask me to keep quite... they even say tat God is not true n not alive... when i heard tis i really feel very angry n sad but i can't say back, rite? So, i have to keep quite... haihz... sometimes when they ask me,

'Joyce,r u a Christian?'

i didn't know how to answer them... if i say 'yes' they sure will scold me 1 but if i say 'no' i lie... so, when they ask me i quickly change the topic or pretend i didn't hear...haihz...sometime they didn't let me go to yf coz they say i'm wasting time at there,so i have 2 obey them...tat wat God ask me to do...

But i will continue to pray 4 them...i won't give up praying 4 them coz they r my parents, my family....i must save them...i hope tat they will believe in God n accept Him as their Lord n Saviour one day....

YAY!!! ESP CAMP IS COMING SOON... YAY!!!

2006-12-03T20:29:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! ESP camp is on Sat (9/12/06)...YAY!! can't wait 4 tis camp.... I hope tat i will enjoy myself n have fun at there...n the most important thing is i want to learn more abt God.... Secondly, I hope tat all the non-christian ppl who r going 4 tis camp will b save by Him....n let them know how great God is n God had died 4 them on the cross to save them from sin....
Finally, i hope tat everyone will enjoy tis camp....

Bye!! C u all at there.... May God bless u all.....^_^

WHY???

2006-11-30T21:11:00.000-08:00

Why i wan to have a blog?? Quite many of my friends ask me tis question when i told them tat i had a blog.....I also not quite sure 4 the answer when they asked me...But now i'm more sure 4 my answer....

WHY???

First, was bcoz I want to fill my holidays time... I dun wan to waste my holiday time wif sleeping, eating, watch tv, n other wasting time activity.... so i decided to have a blog to fill my time... haha!!!

Second, i want let other ppl who read my blog to know me more n know me better especially all the yfers..... I also wanna to be more closer to my friends through tis blog.... So hoping tat through tis blog, we will b more closer n ur will know me more.... hehe!!!

Haha.... ur mayb will feel boring when read my blog,rite? n plus my english is so poor...sometime will write wrong spelling, wrong grammar.... So, i can't wrote a very good 1 like other ppl did in their blog..... sry if i wrote something wrong in here.... haha... Erm...y i can't put my cbox in here 1?? can anyone pls help me.... thanks...

HeLLo!!!!! WeLcoMe To My NeW BloG.....

2006-11-29T05:14:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.... Welcome to my new blog...!! Yay!!! At last i have my own blog... have been waited to have a blog for 1 month already coz my mum said tat after exam juz can have a blog.... so, i have to wait until after exam.... hahaha......

Ahh... I juz came back from Europe.... I have been there for abt 11 days wif my friends, Jamie n Josie... It was a fun n enjoyable trip... but i still miss my home n all my friends especially all da yfers... Hope to see them soon!!! hehe....
I will try to put some Europe picture for ur to enjoy but i dunno can anot but i will try...haha....

Ok.. Do leave some comment or something, ok? Thanks...
Bye! Bye!!