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"Thou wilt shew me
the path of life
in thy presence
is fulness of joy
in thy right hand
there are pleasures
for evermore"
Psalm 16:1

_JOYCE_ that's me=)

OVER!! Sports day had over.. Tis year sports day was quite ok lar.. but i wsa very sad n angry n dissapointed of myself again. Why God didn't answer my prayer? Why i lose again? Why that feeling come back again? Wat i wanted was juz to take a madal n win but... haih....

So sad and dissapointed after i ran finish 4x100m and knew tat our team took 3rd place... After tat i dunno why,my tear suddenly rolled down to my cheeck n i started to cried.. maybe i was too sad n dissapointed.. Before tat i thought tat we can take 2nd place but at last we still lose again... n it was all my fault coz i didn't ran as fast as i can n i didn't use all my strenght tat i had... haih... haih... n haih.. N tat was my last event and now it was over... over.. 3rd place.. no medal.. lose again.. Finished!!

Maybe i shouldn't expect so much.. Maybe tat was the maximum i can do.. Maybe God want me to learn something through this thing.. But wat He wan me to learn? Maybe i will know soon..
All is just MAYBE...

And now i can't find my confident in myself anymore n i also had give up finding back my confident and the answers. I GIVE UP!! It was too difficult.. I can't take it anymore.. Tis year sports day had brought me to DISSAPOINTEMENT n SADNESS n ANGER... Hope tat next year won't bring me to it anymore... n God, please answer my prayer again.. I really need u now...

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