Little Wonders

welcome

"Thou wilt shew me
the path of life
in thy presence
is fulness of joy
in thy right hand
there are pleasures
for evermore"
Psalm 16:1

SO HURT!!

Saturday, January 13, 2007, 1:05 PM

Hi everyone!! After this post, i wun be blog so often already.... haha.....

Err.... school?? School was.... erm... terrible.... teacher gave us so many homeworks... juz the second week, teacher alraedy gave so many homeworks... haih.... so, everyday school, tuition, homeworks... school, tuition, homeworks.... it's so tiring!! n plus now we have sports practise... every Tuesday n Thursday morning have to go school... haih....

Yesterday at school something had happen... 1 of my friend really hurt me. N made me wanted to cry. She really hurt me... WHY?? why ppl must hurt people?? n when ppl hurt u, it's so so so diffulcult to 4give tat person again... i hate tis feeling... Andrinna told me b4 tat HURT can become HATRED...i was so scared tat tis feeling will go on n on n make me more n more hate tat person. At first, i thought tat our friendship will be more close n nothing will happen again between us but... i wrong i was... haih. She hurt me again... n is so hard 4 me to 4give her again. I heard my friend said b4 tat best friend can become enemy one day. Now, i juz know wat it mean...

Everytime when someone had hurt me or i had hit by problem, i will ask God "Is this my life??" "Do God really want me to go on my life wif all the hurts n problems??" i dunno... sometime how i wish tat the time will stop n wait 4 me but sometime how i wish tat time will flies faster than usual... especially when i'm down. At the begining of this year, i thought tat i won't be hurt coz i juz the begining but now it juz the second weeks of the year n yet ppl had already hurt me...

When something had happen, everyone will think tat i am the person who wrong.... but b4 they said i'm wrong, do they think carefully actually who r wrong?? do they know wat really had happen? haih... Why ppl must misunderstood me? Why?? When someone had hurt me, tat person didn't realise tat she or he had hurt me.. when everytime i saw tat person, she was so happy talking to her friends... n yet my heart was so pain... haih... but 4 me is so difficult to laugh n happy when i'm hurt.... why i must suffer althought i am right?? haih.... how i wish now time will really flies faster... but i wanted to thank God tat when i'm down... i had learn alot...
*thank God*

i wanted to thank 1 friend. She was the person who comfort me yesterday when i'm hurt. She had gave me many encougragement n advices...
" Friend, thanks 4 ur comfort yesterday!!"
I was so suprised when she came n comfort me coz normally when i'm down was my christian friend who comfort me but tis time was my school n yet my non-christian friend. I was so suprised. I told God tat one day i must bring her to know the Lord.