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"Thou wilt shew me
the path of life
in thy presence
is fulness of joy
in thy right hand
there are pleasures
for evermore"
Psalm 16:1

_JOYCE_ that's me=)

Juz as the title had said... i was so useless n stupid....

Today afternoon, i went to yf centre...we had carolling practise at there n i brought along my guitar too coz last tuesday daniel told me n jamie tat we will be playing 4 carolling...i was so happy but scared...n jamie told me tat tis was a good opputurnity 4 us....but i dun have much confident....so tis few days, i keep practise n practise n practise to perform well on tat day...

When today i woke up, i told myself ...
" Joyce,have confident...believe in urself tat u can do it!!"
After tat,i'm not tat scare already n have a bit confident...so, i practise my guitar untill 12:30pm... When at yf i played my first song, i can't follow up wif the other. They were too fast n i'm too slow. I try to follow up wif them but i still can't... i was so slow... n at tat moment, my mind came out 1 word, tat was 'USELESS'... n someone like saying to me...
" Joyce, u r so useless n stupid."
n i agree to wat had said...i really very USELESS. I can't even played a easy song properly... I was so...so...STUPID....

When i reached home, i went to my room n i started to cry. Why i can't played a song properly?? n i felt like i dun have layak to play when carolling...haih...haih....now, i dunno whether wan to continue to play 4 carolling or give up playing...haihz...

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