Friday, June 26, 2009, 5:15 AM
-I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelLost with no directionMy faith is shakingBut I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lossAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breakingI may not know itThese are the moment thatI'm gonna remember the most, yeahJust gotta keep goingAnd I, I got to be strongJust keep pushing on'Cause there's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lossAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeahKeep on moving, keep climbingKeep the faith, babyIt's all about, it's all about the climbKeep the faith, keep your faith, whoa-Ahh!! nice song...=)Well, yes!!
I'm now going through
a midst of busyness
and a bit of stress-nessBut
I'm still hanging on
...=)Still pressing on
and keep moving forward...=D
For I know that every thing that happen
has its own reason
Cause I know that He will surely
bring me through
it no matter what
me strength each day...XD"For I can do all things through Christ, who gives me strength."=]"Lord, may you continue to give me strenght as I face each day, each responsibilities.Help me to continue to smile even sometimes I don't wish to and be the salt and light toConvent!!yay!!=)"
Saturday, June 13, 2009, 7:18 AM
I was very very busy busy
in both the two months.
, I went for 2 camps
. 1 month I went to 2 camps!! Ahh!!
Then, busy with interact i.u day
.(my last i.uday =( )
Then I was forced
to join a multimedia competition
And the competition was a week before exam
After that, I was busy with teacher day’s multimedia.
!! Triple AHH!!!
And finally EXAM!!! AHH!!AHH!!AHH!!
I totally don’t have much time to study for exam.
Too many things to do.
So, I was kinda last minute
to study for exam lah.hehe!!First time
sat for exam that took 2++ weeks
At first, I was kinda like it.
But later I found that it was really really torturing
I was glad that I managed to go through it. YAY!!=)
overall,At least all these bring me back to the basis-trust Him!!!=)
Trust Him and surrender everything to Him
, He will give me rest.=)
Then came family camp.
I was not
really look forward to it lah.
And I went without expectation.
For me, it was like going for relaxing
and catching up with friends loh.
Maybe because I was really tired
of the school things and exam ba.
So I went without any expectation and though it I would be a normal camp.BUT…
Somehow, I felt something was different
in the camp.
And God really touched me again
of many things.
One of it was that to do things not for my own
but for Him.
Draw strength from Him. Not doing things by my own strength.
He must increase and I must decrease. =)
Let Go of the past and have a bigger picture of what God want me to be.
I just can say HE is just so AMAZING!!=)
The chains are broken and He set us free.
We fall and He will help us to stand up again.
No matter what future will be, He will bring us through.=)
Well, my passion was ignite again by Him, I think not only me, many too.
I came back with a refreshed mind and spirit.
I learnt a lot lah in the camp and gain a closer friendship with others.=)Be the ONE TO SERVE=)YAY!!!*"Jesus take the wheel,
Take it from my hands,
I can’t do this on my own"-AHH!!! love this song*
this picture sum up my holidays lah.=)
i became much much Darker!!!!!Ish!!!Finally, Thanks to YOU!!!!=) who brought me through my tough times and never left me.=)
Tuesday, April 7, 2009, 5:49 AM
So sorry for my absent in here!!!hehe!!! Well, it had been a very very BUSY
months ( from January to april) Since school started, I had been busy with A LOT A LOT
of things, mostly school things loh… AHH!!!
I just can say that one day 24 hours really not enough lah… HAHA!!SPORTS DAY (21.02.09)=)
I know, it really very late to blog about sports day now… but I still wanna blog about it..hehe!!
For me, this year was quite a fruitful
year lah. Haha!! I never expected many things to happened and yet it happened (it was good things lah) hehe!!=)
Well, these two months of sports months, really put me under a lot of stress
… all the responsibilities
, all the time skipping classes
in school to find people, and the worst thing… I really dun like to do, going around begging people
to take part in acara. Ahh!!! Especially begging the older one. AHH!!!=(
but some were very cooperate, just agreed once i asked them, but some were….terrible!!!
it was okay they dun agree to take part..but the terrible part is I got scolded by them. Arrgghh!!!
But still, i think this year was the BEST!!!=)YAY!!!:) not because I got my first gold medal(YAY!!), and also not because I was the vice captain. But because, I experience a lot and learnt a lot too… and get to know my friends better especially the Form 5… HAHA!! Overall, I just can say, Lord, THANK YOU FOR EVERTHING!!!!:) Your faithfulness amazed me again!!=)=)
Hmm…till now, I still miss the latihan sukan life… =( hehe!! Nevermind.. I still have one more year…
Yes!! I was involved in the MSSD and MSSJ… as a MARSHAL!!!
Well, I was fun
being as a marshal…
I had a great time
with my crazy friends… I’m glad to know them better….
and this MSSD and MSSJ was a very very worthy
I met my primary school friend
… hehe!!! It had been about 4 years++
we didn’t meet already… WOW!!!
hehe!!=) actually, I didn’t really recognize her when i saw her that day, but she still remember me… I’m so touched
!!x)hehe!!=) she called my name and I was looking at her as if like some stranger was talking to me… I really had forgotten her… but I’m glad that I can see her again!!! Thank God!!:)
haha!!! But unfortunately, I couldn’t find the chance to take pic with her..=( hope to meet her again and hope I will still rmb her..hehe!!:)Ujian Serentak 1
=( I dun really study much for this exam. So, my result wasn’t really good lah… haha!!!Basically, I think it was because I was too busy with my duties and responsibilities, and I had neglected my study in the last three months ba. But I still thank God for the result lah…hehe!!!=)Holiday:)
The one week of holiday….. I really managed to get a very very good rest
after 2months++ of busy-ness. I didn’t go anywhere. Just stayed at home…hehe!!! And the AIR PAPAN TRIP
!!!:) haha!!! It was extremely fun loh!!!=D I LOVE THE BEACH AND THE SUNSHINE!!!
!=)=) although I became MUCH
darker and my daddy said that I absorbed sunlight. Ahh!! Haha!!! And it was my first time I got SUNBURNT
!!!HAHA!!! ( Joy, I know u are happy that I got sunburnt)=) hehe!!!
Now, I’m still busy with a lot of things… but at least I got more times loh.. but in this midst of busy-ness, I learnt that sometimes we just have to say “NO”
to some responsibilities. Well,this is one of my weakness. I dun dare to say No when I was asked to carry responsibilities. I took a long time to learn this and till now, I’m still learning it. Hehe!! Well, sometimes it depends too on what kinds of responsibilities is offered. It is much easier to say “no” when is something we are not interested in but what if come to something that you are so interested in it and yet u now that you have to say “no” because the price u have to pay for it if u take it is really high.. And it might affect your studies and the people around u too. hmm.. this is what I’m struggling with it now… between interest, responsibilities, and studies…haih=( I think sometimes interest in something just have to come second and what is more importance come first ba…hehe!!=)“Lord, Give me the strength to keep going on. And grant me wisdom to make a right decision.”-Going Camp this friday... gonna miss good friday and esther...=(-
Friday, January 2, 2009, 7:25 AM
Times flies so fast
!!! I haven totally enjoyed my holiday yet school gonna reopen in two days.=(
Well, 2008 had been quite a great year
, I think. –Life is Tough, but God is Faithful!!!!-
I failed Him times and times again,
yet He still remains so Faithful
to me.=D When I was too tired of life, I complained to him, When I doubt him, When I don’t trust him, when I failed him million of times, But, still, he remain faithful!!
It’s just so amazing
I thank God
for the relationship He had given me with Him and the people around me
.=D I got to know some people better
but yet drifted away
from some people too. But anyway, I really thank God for all my friends
. Thank God for putting them in my life!!!
Well, form 3 life had passed
. And form 4 is coming
. I will surely miss my form 3 life. I know, form 4 will be a very different
year. Actually, I really don’t wish to go to form 4. but I cant stop the time,right?
So,no matter what
I still have to move on
. But I know that I’m not alone=)
Slowly I will discover what lay ahead.=)Yay!!!=P
=) =( =l
Monday, December 29, 2008, 4:40 AM
Ok!!!Christmas was over.Well, this year Christmas was Great!!!Wow!!! Just Great!!!=) haha!!!
I really enjoy caroling this year. Well, I enjoyed playing violin. =) Yay!!!
and I really really thank God that I had make a right decision for staying in Malaysia and not going to Europe to celebrate Christmas. Haha.YAYie!!!!!=D
Hmm… now, 2008 is coming to an end and 2009 is coming in two days time.
Well, this year past pretty fast.No!! is really very fast. too fast!!! Haha.
Honestly, I really really don’t look forward for next year.
I don’t know why, I just feel scare when thinking about next year.
Hmm… maybe is because of Form 4 life in school.
but i will still continue to trust God.He has his plan for me, I just have to continue to move on and just TRUST!!!!trust..Trust..TRUST!!!!!=) hehehe.
Ohh!! Btw, pmr result, coming out tmr morning!!!hehe..scare but yet quite looking forward to it!!!hehe…=)
Sunday, December 14, 2008, 8:30 PM
Have u ever feel like your heart really confuse and mixing up and it seem like a big rock inside there keep pressing your heart that make u feel terrible?
You feel like crying but yet u just couldn’t cry out.
Have u feel like that before?
Well, I do feel like that now.
That feeling is really terrible.
It seem like it was okay and had been solved.
But for me, do it really had end?
Somehow, I feel that something will happen that has connection with this.
Maybe I think too much.
I also wanna let go of it but something was holding me back.
And I know what that is.
My heart cry……=(
-it's ok if u dun understand what i'm writing.haha.it is very hard for me to express my feeling through words.hehe.-
Saturday, December 6, 2008, 9:48 PM
Joyce is hugging her big big white furry bear. HAHA.
She's yawning and doesn't let me touch her bear.
Joyce said someone is sampert.
And then another watever said.
Guess who am I?
Joyce loves me =)
You surely know wan lah.
Answer coming soon.
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